“Slowing Down to Catch Up: Lessons from the Orientation Call” Saturday, 26th of July
Today, I was much more aware of myself — not to lose myself in the old Earth. I reminded myself to enjoy the day, to not feel rushed. Because I understand now: rushing affirms that there isn’t enough time. So, by rushing, I make that lack real. Must embody The New Earth. There were moments […]
25th July Journal & 26th July Morning Reflection ––– When the Systems Break, the Soul Speaks
I didn’t have my silk pyjamas last night — they hadn’t dried with the constant rain — so I slept naked. And honestly, I’m not sure why I haven’t been doing that more often. It’s so much cooler. I slept better. No need for air conditioning. I think I’ll keep it that way. That said, […]
When Systems Break, the Soul Speaks Friday 25th July – Evening Journal
—Orientation Chaos & Circle Glitches—Tonight was meant to be about finishing the orientation call. I was polishing the final pieces, screen recording to embed inside Keynote so the whole thing would feel seamless. And then, everything started breaking. Circle links didn’t go where they should. Key links redirected incorrectly. Buttons didn’t work. It was a […]
The Weight of the Torch: July 24th Journal and 25th Morning reflection & Tarot
Waking with the Old Earth Good morning — 7:49 AM.Dreams stirred me through the night.I’m sure it was the Old Earth playing up again, rising through the cracks of sleep. Ah – yes Lions trying to “get me” as I climbed a fence and stayed on top of it. My body ached, still adapting to […]
When the Flame Overflows: Rage, Revelation & the Sacred Torch – 24th July Journal
—Morning Rage & the Breakdown Before the Breakthrough— Today was meant to be focused on refining the orientation call. I had spent the last two days building it in OBS, following guidance from ChatGPT — only to realize just before the call with my team that none of it would work. It sent me into […]
“Sacred Fire, Subtle Truths & the Transmission of Service” July 24th: Yesterday’s Journal, Today’s Reflection & 7-Card Tarot Spread
I woke up a bit late today.Some wild dreams carried me through the night. I was speaking with someone from the Old Earth. A deep conversation—she actually listened. Her heart began to open because of what I’ve been experiencing, and in that opening, space was created for reconnection. But I resisted.I didn’t want to show […]
Transmuting Mars: Editing the Wounds of the Old Earth, Wednesday 24th of July Journal written on 24th July
––– Cinematic Orientation & VHM Embodiment ––– Today was largely spent working on the orientation call, shaping it into something more cinematic, experimenting with unfamiliar tech. It was another layer of learning, another level of integration. I went to the gym and did one of Shaun T’s weighted Insanity workouts — challenging, but that satisfying […]
The Sacred Pull of Truth – 22nd July Journal, 23rd July Reflection & Tarot Read
––– 23RD JULY ––– Oof. Some wild dreams last night. I felt a real rage toward the old Earth. Aggression rising up where suppression used to live. It felt raw — almost volcanic — like something that had been buried was finally erupting. Then came dreams of a more sexual nature. Pornographic. Intense. They nearly […]
Sacred Fire: What My Broken Headphones Taught Me About Anger, Power, and Presence 22nd July
Sacred Fire Today everything snapped. Literally. A lady asked to meet. I said yes. It started well enough. But then I left and everything began to unravel. I went to the wrong place. I pulled out my headphones in frustration—Shox headphones, expensive, perfect for riding with my helmet—and they snapped. Just like that. Then I […]
Where Light Enters, Parasites Cannot: July 21–22 Reflections, Tarot Awakening
I woke up many times during the night — strangely awake, yet still tired. My body was aching from the gym, but there was also a deeper alertness stirring within me… a knowing. An awareness of what I’m here for, and what I need to do. There was a part of me that felt sleeping […]