I woke up many times during the night — strangely awake, yet still tired. My body was aching from the gym, but there was also a deeper alertness stirring within me… a knowing. An awareness of what I’m here for, and what I need to do.
There was a part of me that felt sleeping meant not doing — not working to bring light to the dark. But I reminded myself: this is already written. The divine doesn’t require my urgency.
Around 6.30, I got up and went to the bathroom. As I sat, I picked up The Diamond Cutter again. It was speaking of Buddha and Yeshua — and something stirred. There’s something about the diamonds, something I’m meant to remember. So I kept reading.
Afterwards, I sat to meditate.
––– WHERE LIGHT ENTERS, PARASITES CANNOT –––
A phrase came to me clearly:
“Wherever the light is, parasites aren’t.”
Parasites dwell in the unconscious. In the dark. And it’s in their best interest to keep us there. Not because they’re evil. Not because they hate. But because they want to survive — like any other species.
Just as creatures in the deepest sea look strange or monstrous to us — having evolved in darkness — so too do parasites appear grotesque. But not because they are wrong. They are what they are. Survival forces adaptation. That doesn’t make them angels, but it doesn’t make them demons either.
This work — the unveiling — must be done with reverence, not disdain.
––– ORIENTATION & DIVINE TIME –––
Today, my focus is on preparing for the orientation call. I want to set up something solid for Thursday with the team. There’s a bit more urgency now. I need to understand how to use Zoom to share slides and speak at the same time — to record it in a way that feels present and alive.
Eventually, this will be a replay for newcomers, but ideally, I’ll show up once a month live — so the container always feels fresh and responsive.
But I’m not rushing. That’s the shift.
I’ll be here for those who need me, when they need me. I don’t have to push.
Until then, I just be.
––– A FINAL CHOICE –––
So today, I choose:
- To stand in sovereignty.
- To dissolve my old attachment to time.
- To allow divine time to move through me — not as something to chase, but something to embody.
There is nothing to rush to.
It is already written.
And I trust it.
1. What remnants of the Old Earth still linger in my field?
What have I outgrown but haven’t yet released?
Card: The Fool
The Fool reminds you that remnants only linger when you’re staring at the ground you’ve already walked. You’re standing at the edge of something entirely new — but to leap, you must let go of the identity built around the journey so far. You’ve already outgrown the need for certainty. The only thing left is the courage to trust your steps before they form.
2. How do parasites feed on suppression and fragmentation within me?
Where do shame and guilt still hide in silence?
Card: The Empress
The Empress speaks of the body as the sacred garden. Parasites cannot thrive in fully nurtured soil. Where you abandon your own nourishment, shame breeds. The shame is not yours. It entered through the fracture. Restore beauty. Tend to pleasure. And reclaim the sensual sovereignty that was never meant to be lost.
3. What does it mean to be guided by Divine Time, not urgency?
Where am I still mistaking speed for purpose?
Card: The High Priestess
The High Priestess reveals that Divine Time lives in the pause, not the push. You are being invited to sit in the sacred in-between — where all timelines collapse into stillness. When you act from urgency, you act from fear. But when you move from knowing, you become timeless.
4. How do I create offerings that honour both giver and receiver?
What does true energetic reciprocity feel like in my body?
Card: Ten of Cups
The Ten of Cups shows that reciprocity is less a transaction, more a resonance. When both sides feel seen, safe, and sovereign — the exchange becomes a celebration. Offer from your overflow, not your ache. And allow others to give back in a way that completes the circle, not clings to it.
5. How can I bring light into the places I’ve feared to look?
What am I now strong enough to witness without judgment?
Card: Queen of Cups
The Queen of Cups invites you to gaze into the reflection of your own depths — not to fix, but to feel. You are strong enough now to hold the parts that once felt too much. Light doesn’t always blaze. Sometimes it drips gently into the wound, softening the edges of what was once unbearable.
6. What does it mean to stand in sovereignty, without needing validation?
Where am I still explaining what needs only to be lived?
Card: Death – Rebirth
This is the final release of performance. Death strips away the need to convince anyone of your path. Rebirth crowns the moment you choose to live it, unapologetically. You no longer need to narrate your truth — your presence is the proclamation.
7. What is the sacred invitation behind today’s discomfort or delay?
How might Divine Flow be orchestrating something I cannot yet see?
Card: Eight of Cups
The Eight of Cups reminds you: walking away is sacred. The discomfort is not punishment — it’s direction. You are being gently turned from what no longer holds your frequency, toward a future still hidden in mist. Trust the unseen path. Your soul already knows the way.
