This morning, I focused on The New Earth book. Then came a message from Pen — she could make our call tonight.
There’s resistance. There are situations unfolding that seem to slow the book’s progress.
But I have to trust, Surrender.
And I have to let go.
— Gym, Code, and Circles —
I went to the gym, came back, and dove into coding work.
Someone new entered the program, which sent me spinning in circles again.
I started looking on Fiverr for a developer to handle a small part of it.
Then I spoke with someone who had just gone through the Parasite Cleanse.
She had an incredible experience — but also shared feedback to make it more streamlined.
More editing of videos. More refinements to the PDFs.
At first, I felt disheartened.
It sounded like more work.
But she reminded me — it’s a really incredible program.
She offered to help bring it to its fullest form.
That’s what The New Earth is for — others stepping in to support.
— Movies, Beaches, and Tiredness —
After that, I made some food and watched the rest of The Beekeeper with Jason Statham.
Over-the-top action — entertaining, but also a reminder:
Movies and books let us experience other lives for a while… then we return to our own reality.
I went for a walk on the beach.
My headphones stopped working.
I felt tired — really tired.
— Reminders from the Old Earth —
Later, I watched The Chosen.
It brought back old Earth memories, which were difficult to sit with.
But I also got news from the medicine women in South Africa —
there will be help in the kitchen, so I can focus more on supporting people through their retreats.
— Faith as Small as a Mustard Seed —
I’m inspired by Yeshua’s teaching:
If we have faith as small as a mustard seed, we can move mountains.
I’ve lived moments of unyielding faith — when miracles flowed freely.
Then there are times when they don’t.
I’m in a phase of letting go of identity, becoming a clear vessel for the Divine.
I trust that by the time the book is ready, I’ll be exactly where I’m meant to be —
with the right people by my side.
