Waking with the Old Earth
Good morning — 7:49 AM.
Dreams stirred me through the night.
I’m sure it was the Old Earth playing up again, rising through the cracks of sleep. Ah – yes Lions trying to “get me” as I climbed a fence and stayed on top of it.
My body ached, still adapting to the workouts.
I’m not entirely sure why I keep going to the gym when metal isn’t my element.
But I do wear gloves — a small buffer — and I do enjoy circuit training.
This isn’t just weightlifting; it’s HIIT with form. For now, I’m here.
The membership lasts through August. After that? South Africa — not before, possibly a short Dubai stopover if the bank insists.
—Finishing the Orientation—
Today, my focus is the Orientation Call.
The final threads — the loose ends — need weaving together before tomorrow’s recording.
I didn’t realize just how foundational this Orientation is.
It sets the entire tone for the journey.
So I want to give it the care it deserves.
To make it cinematic. Accessible. Soulful.
—Reflections on Projection—
I sent a message to The New Earth team on WhatsApp.
Not directly naming it, but addressing the manipulation energy that came toward me.
I see it now — not as an attack, but a mirror.
The New Earth is light. And parasites — those lodged in the unconscious —
they thrive in the unseen.
Manipulation, as a reflection, often arises when we’re uncomfortable,
when something within us is stirred — and instead of going inward,
we cast the discomfort outward.
This is not about blame. It’s about awareness.
I’m not here to judge. But I’m also not here to claim what isn’t mine.
—Torchbearer—
So I continue.
I carry the torch — the flame that others may not yet be ready to see.
There’s nowhere else to go.
Nothing of me remains in the Old Earth.
My existence is deserved.
And I will keep walking.
1. What part of me still fears being too much for others to receive?
– Where am I unconsciously shrinking my truth to avoid rejection?
🃏 Page of Cups
This Page is tender, open-hearted, and intuitive — but also sensitive to rejection. You’re being asked to hold your emotional sensitivity not as weakness, but as a sacred offering. The part of you that still fears being too much is the same part that knows how to love deeply. Rather than shrink, allow that truth to ripple outward. Let softness become strength.
2. How do I stay rooted in integrity when projections arise?
– What does it mean to stand in light without defending it?
🃏 Nine of Swords
This card speaks to the inner torment that comes when accusations or projections hit the wound of misunderstanding. Integrity doesn’t need to prove itself. Let the swords fall. You are not here to carry the distorted perceptions of others. Breathe into the discomfort, and trust: your light is answer enough.
3. What is the medicine inside the meltdown?
– How is the breakdown inviting a deeper breakthrough?
🃏 The Lovers
This isn’t just about romantic union — it’s about divine choice. The moment of breakdown offers you the clearest opportunity to choose alignment over reaction, truth over ego. The sacred partnership is within — between your soul and your human self. The meltdown opens the gate to conscious union.
4. Where am I being asked to show up even when conditions aren’t perfect?
– What strength is forged when I serve amidst chaos?
🃏 Eight of Cups
You are being called to walk away from the illusion of readiness. The path asks for presence, not perfection. Real strength is found in showing up when everything says “wait.” The chaos doesn’t block the service — it initiates it. You walk not because it’s easy, but because it’s right.
5. What does it mean to hold the torch without needing applause?
– How do I honour the light I carry even when it’s misunderstood?
🃏 Queen of Swords
The Queen sees clearly, speaks truthfully, and does not waver for applause. She knows that sacred clarity can cut — but it also liberates. This card reminds you: your discernment is the light. Honouring your role as torchbearer means standing firm even in solitude. Say what must be said — without needing it to be received.
6. What is the deeper soul contract of this book and my role in it?
– How do I honour the responsibility of what’s been entrusted to me?
🃏 Three of Pentacles
This is a card of sacred collaboration — and long-term, legacy work. You are not building this book alone. There are divine architects, seen and unseen, helping shape it. Honour your role not just as writer, but as steward. This is a soul agreement between you, the words, and those destined to remember through them.
7. What becomes possible when I stop waiting for permission?
– How does the fire move when I say yes fully?
🃏 Six of Pentacles
When you stop waiting, energy flows. This card is about balanced giving and receiving — divine reciprocity. Saying yes fully allows your offerings to be met by those ready to receive. You’re no longer leaking energy by seeking approval. You’re anchored in generosity that is sovereign, not sacrificial.
