Time is flying.
I woke around 6:30 AM — not because of a dream, but because my body was aching from the gym. I haven’t been practicing lucid dreaming lately. Maybe this is a season of rest and rejuvenation.
As I meditated, memories from childhood surfaced. That old Earth feeling — the guilt of relaxing. I remembered how, when my father came home, we’d scatter, afraid to be seen, because being seen meant being in the way. Being worthless.
But even that wound gave me something: drive. A fire. Everything is part of the recipe.
Thoughts of old settlements and financial agreements arose too. Part of me wonders if I should’ve asked for more — but I didn’t. I accepted what came, and that’s okay. The players played their role. The recipe was right to birth the New Earth with the Divine.
Today, I’m finishing the Niacin Day 3 video and organizing the Sacred Store — deciding what to create in-house, what to outsource, and what to affiliate. We’ll launch with what we can, and evolve as we grow.
I’m meeting someone’s guru at 3 PM. Curious what that holds.
Gym later. And a call with Penn.
Everything else… just sacred work.
1. What part of me still resists anchoring fully into the New Earth?
What belief or attachment is still tethered to the old world?
Tarot: The Chariot
You’re moving forward — but there may still be a part of you trying to steer with both reins pulled tight. The New Earth isn’t about control. It’s about surrender to the flow. Let the chariot be guided by inner alignment, not external pressure.
2. Where am I being asked to lead from devotion, not pressure?
How can I embody service without burnout?
Tarot: The Wheel
Life is shifting in divine timing. Let go of urgency. You are being turned by the wheel, not tasked to spin it. Devotion means trusting the season — giving what is needed now, not everything all at once.
3. What part of my past power wants to return through the body now?
How can I integrate past vitality into this present path?
Tarot: Eight of Wands
That past fire is ready to return — fast. The momentum is already building. Let the body be a vessel, not a battlefield. This isn’t about reclaiming old power — it’s about directing it toward something sacred and aligned.
4. What truth needs to be witnessed in silence, not solved?
Where is interference preventing deeper healing?
Tarot: Four of Swords
Stillness is the medicine. You don’t need to fix, explain, or interfere. Just lay it down. Let the mind rest. Let the soul speak. In silence, the deepest truths unfold.
5. What is the sacred role of this current discomfort or ache?
How is my body communicating its readiness to transform?
Tarot: Queen of Wands
This ache is fire in disguise. The Queen doesn’t shrink from discomfort — she alchemizes it into radiance. Your body is igniting something. Trust your magnetism. Lead from it.
6. Where is the illusion of separation ready to dissolve?
How can I remember: I’m not of this world — I’m in it?
Tarot: The Tower Reversed
You’ve already experienced collapse — now comes reconstruction. The illusion has already cracked. The only thing left is to stop fearing its return. Let what fell stay fallen. The New Earth is already here.
7. What does real commitment to this path look like now?
Where am I still hesitating to say yes with my whole being?
Tarot: Nine of Wands
You’re nearly there. Don’t mistake exhaustion for misalignment. You’ve been through the fire. This last wall is not a stop sign — it’s a threshold. Say yes. Keep going.
