Bells, Prayers, and the Quiet Work of the New Earth (Tarot based on yesterday and today’s morning reflection 25th Aug)
Light Activation and Higher GlimpsesYesterday I joined a light activation with Annalies and eight women on the call. I simply lay down as the music played — music that reminded me of the Old Earth, even triggering memories of Alexia Tulum, who I once invited into my home to play. Strangely, none of it unsettled […]
Long Journeys, Restless Energy, and Seeds of Patience 24th August
The Train RideThe day began on the train, and to my surprise, it was pleasant. I leaned into podcasts — first the Sean Reiner show with Chris, the ex-SAS soldier, then an episode with AJ Gentile. One long journey flowed into the next, stories of discipline and challenge pulling me back to the thought: when […]
From Broken Sleep to First-Class Flow: Dreams, Travel, and the Call to Speak -(Tarot pull based on yesterday’s journal and 24th August morning relfection)
The Broken NightSleep fractured again. The aircon and fan kept cutting out, forcing me to stumble around the room in the dark, trying to fix it. I finally gave in, lay sweating, and drifted back into a haze. Dreams came — vivid, strange. My father was suddenly building up his business, successful, even appearing on […]
Holiday or Discipline? Reflections on Flow and Impermanence 23rd August
Editing and Shifting RoutinesI spent the morning editing videos and slides to match the new PDFs — a productive rhythm, even in this makeshift holiday. It had me asking: what is a holiday? I took a trip away from my everyday habits, and it spun me a little. It’s difficult to stay disciplined when routines […]
Letting Go of Survival: Trusting Certainty on the New Earth Path (Tarot pull based on yesterday’s journal and today’s morning reflection – 23rd Aug)
The City and the NoiseLast night the city was alive with music, pulling me awake at midnight. My neck twinged from sleeping awkwardly. I was so tired I couldn’t even meditate properly — I simply lay down, letting the body rest. I woke around 6 a.m. and moved through my routine in the small hotel […]
Trusting the Dream: Joy, Suffering, and Letting Go on the New Earth Path (Tarot spread based on Yesterday’s journal and today 22nd August Morning reflection)
The Wakeful HoursAt 3 a.m. I awoke, restless, unable to fall back asleep. Instead of resisting, I chose to stay awake for an hour — reading Dante’s Inferno and reflecting on the Old Earth message I’d received yesterday. It brought me again to the question: how do I navigate the pull of the Old Earth […]
Planting New Seeds: From Negativity to Renewal 21st August
Morning RestlessnessThe day began with impatience. At the hotel, I didn’t want to wait for the bike, and the breakfast felt unappealing. I took a tuk-tuk, restless, searching for something better. A café with great reviews didn’t impress me, and no matter what was in front of me, I couldn’t see it as enough. I […]
Between Temples and Impermanence: A Morning on the Road (21st Morning reflection and Tarot spread based on yesterdays and todays blog)
A Different RhythmI woke at 5:45 a.m. in a new environment. No yoga mat, but I took myself to the poolside — meditating, moving through my exercises, grounding into the day. A lighter bag now carries Dante’s Inferno. The weight of words is easier than before, and I’m beginning to understand the journey within its […]
Trains, Serendipity, and the Practice of Presence – 20th August
The Uncertainty of TravelThis morning I couldn’t focus, knowing I had a long train journey ahead. Part of me wasn’t even sure if I’d get on — the train system felt unclear, and I was caught in the tension between preparing fully and leaving space for uncertainty. The man I rent my motorbike from called, […]
Readiness Without Clinging: Preparing for the Journey Ahead – Morning reflection with yesterdays journal (20th August) and Tarot spread
Early StartI woke around 5:45 a.m., moving through my exercises and morning energy work. A shorter practice today, because the focus isn’t on routine, but on preparation. There’s much to do before I leave, and I want to approach it with clarity, not rush. The Train and the UnknownToday is about the trip. I’ll prepare […]