“Vessels of Transmutation” – 7th July Morning reflection with tarot spread.
I woke up without an alarm around quarter to five. In the night, I had a wet dream — something from the deep subconscious. I haven’t touched myself or climaxed in many months, and I don’t watch anything explicit anymore, not for a long time. But the dream still found its way. Some kind of […]
6th July – Marching Alone (But Not Alone)
Today was a Sunday. But I worked. I finished Day One. Then I realized I needed to edit the landing page video for the cleanse — a long one — and it’s a mountain. But I chipped away. One small step at a time. I also did an Insanity workout. Don’t usually do Sundays, but […]
6th July – “Cultivating a New Way” Morning Reflection with Tarot Pull (This reflection arises from the lived experience of 5th July — yesterday’s journal entry forms the ground from which these insights emerged.)
I woke up to a new day.I slept — until quarter to six. A long sleep. Something was needed. Shooing away the guilt or fears that if I don’t get up early I’ll be behind — the illusion of time.And instead, feeling the blessing: that I don’t have to wake early to work on a […]
5th July – “The Shadow Side of Devotion”
I was up at 4.30 this morning and just cracked on doing what I needed to do. Halfway through editing a video, I realised I’d been working on the wrong version — the one I already edited was sitting right there in the same folder. I got pissed off. A lot of time wasted. I […]
“Chipping Away at the New” – 5th July Morning reflection with Tarrot
Today, 5th of July — I woke up again at 4:30am with one clear intention: to edit the Day 1 videos and lift them to where they need to be. I thought this process would take me a full week, but now I’m feeling like I could finish by Sunday — if I stay focused, […]
“Dispel the Darkness, Create the Light” 4th July 2025
Woke up at 4:30am, did my usual morning practice, then went straight into the channeling notes. Put a rest on them, started editing, and from there I managed to edit three videos — quicker than expected, which felt good. I did my rock workout outside, then edited some of the videos at Animals. I was […]
“The Mountain and the Molehill” Journal entry 3rd July (written 4th July morning)
I woke up feeling like there wasn’t much left to do. I had told myself the cleanse course was ready, edited and complete — that people could now begin going through it. But the idle space that followed brought discomfort. I opened up my Penzu journals, the ones from last year, and started organizing them […]
“Masterpiece in Motion” Morning intention with Tarot spread 4th July 2025
Got up at 4:30 a.m., did what I needed to do — because there’s work to do. People are going through the cleanse now, and I want them to have an incredible experience. Every video must match the quality and tone of the newer cinematic ones I’ve created. Not just a few — every single […]
Theme: Solitude and Devotion. “The Self Beyond Reflection.” Morning reflection with Tarot spread! 3rd July
Woke up at 5 a.m. — I was just tossing and turning, wondering if I should have gotten up at 4:30. The usual morning chatter in my head was already running. I remember this same noise from my 40 days and 40 nights — thoughts about the work, what people will think, whether it will […]
Morning Intention – Theme: “Rhythm, Devotion & Preparedness” with Tarot spread – 2nd July 2025
This week I’ve been experimenting with letting myself wake up naturally, thinking maybe that rhythm would feel better. But honestly, I haven’t been able to pick up the day’s momentum like I do when I rise at 4:30. I got up at 6 a.m. today, and I’m realizing — I need to get up early. […]