Union of Shadow and Light: A Tarot Reflection on Service and Connection 16th Journal and 17th Morning reflection.
Journal — 17th of August – The New Earth Last night was heavy.A bass thump from some party somewhere kept moving through the ground —deep, unsettling, like it was in my body. Indigestion lingered, and sleep was broken.I woke at 6:50 — the latest in a while.My left ankle still sore from yesterday’s bump. I […]
Integrity, Doubt, and the Seeds of New Earth 16th August
Edits and FeedbackI started the day early, working through constructive feedback from Annalee, who had just finished the Parasite Cleanse program. At first, it felt disheartening — more work, more edits. But I leaned in. Small changes to PDFs, making certain steps optional, and polishing the handouts. By the time I’d gone through pre-cleanse to […]
“Moving Forward Through Shadows: Tarot Reflections on Clarity, Strength, and Trust” 15th August Journal and 16th morning reflection
Between Dogs, Dreams & Departure – Another day Building The New Earth It’s the 16th of August.Two more weeks until I fly. Strange to think of leaving here after so long—to step back into a place like Dubai,where everything is accessible,where civilization offers its conveniences. Last night’s dreams slipped in and out like water—but left […]
Trusting the Process — Even When It Feels Slow. 15th Aug
This morning, I focused on The New Earth book. Then came a message from Pen — she could make our call tonight. There’s resistance. There are situations unfolding that seem to slow the book’s progress.But I have to trust, Surrender.And I have to let go. — Gym, Code, and Circles — I went to the […]
Seeds, Sparks, and the Art of Trust — Clearing Space for The New Earth (14th August and 15th Morning reflection) with Tarot Spread.
Trust, Surrender, and Clearing Space for the New Earth Hot night’s sleep. Sweating, restless. My dreams slipped away before I could catch them. I moved through my morning practices feeling heavier than usual. There’s a lot on my plate, and I haven’t been as productive as I’d like. Uncertainty hangs in the air — not […]
When Everything Tests You at Once — Choosing Seeds of Patience 14th August
When Everything Tests You at Once – Birthing The New Earth. Today was one of those days where time seemed to vanish into a black hole. I sat down to work on the coding for the app, thinking it would be a short push forward — but it absorbed far more energy than I intended. […]
Seeds of the New Earth: Letting Go Through Trust and Awareness 13th August Journal (writeen 14th Aug morning)
Breathing and somatic release this morning. I’d tweaked my neck beforehand, so the neck work was… intense. Interesting how my body set me up to meet exactly what needed opening. ––– SERENDIP & “LETTING GO” ––– Over tea we talked story. I learned Sri Lanka was once called Serendip (root of “serendipity”) — fitting, given […]
Seeds, Boundaries, and Stages Unprepared — Lessons from August 12–13
Last night I sat in meditation — and much of my conversation with Pen came back to me. It was about boundaries. Space and Safety I’ve noticed that when I give people a lot of time and space, and then later put boundaries in place, the space can feel like a loss to them and […]
Planting New Seeds: Awareness, Boundaries, and Growth on the Cleanse Journey 12th August
Today — the 12th of August — evening.Someone in my team is on day 2 of the cleanse.Beautiful. — Building the New Tool —I’ve been focused on building a tool where people can upload their photos and videos alongside their feelings after each stage of the cleanse.It’s still in progress.It’s taken hours — me in […]
Seeds, Breathwork & Participant Breakthroughs – New Earth Parasite Cleanse Reflections 11th August (written 12th Aug morning)
Seeds, Breathwork & Participant Breakthroughs – New Earth Parasite Cleanse Reflections This morning, I went to breathe at the guru’s place — a heavy, full-on session that left me both tired and deeply clear. I recorded it so I can revisit and use parts of it tomorrow. Before the session, I met with Shika to […]