Trains, Serendipity, and the Practice of Presence – 20th August
The Uncertainty of TravelThis morning I couldn’t focus, knowing I had a long train journey ahead. Part of me wasn’t even sure if I’d get on — the train system felt unclear, and I was caught in the tension between preparing fully and leaving space for uncertainty. The man I rent my motorbike from called, […]
Readiness Without Clinging: Preparing for the Journey Ahead – Morning reflection with yesterdays journal (20th August) and Tarot spread
Early StartI woke around 5:45 a.m., moving through my exercises and morning energy work. A shorter practice today, because the focus isn’t on routine, but on preparation. There’s much to do before I leave, and I want to approach it with clarity, not rush. The Train and the UnknownToday is about the trip. I’ll prepare […]
Seeds of Service and Alignment: Planting for the New Earth – 19th August Journal (written 20th Aug morning)
A Day of Flow and AlignmentToday felt more productive — like I stepped out of my own way and allowed what needed to come through, to come through.The morning began with a briefing session with Sheikha. She recently journeyed with ayahuasca, and signs came to her of how important this Parasite Cleanse and Sacred Store […]
Lost in Limbo: Struggles with Presence on the New Earth Path – Journal Entry -18th August
The Weight of LimboThis morning, I felt lost. Sleep was broken, and my rhythm disrupted by the awareness that I’ll soon leave Sri Lanka — first for a few days away, then for flights back into the Old Earth stream of Dubai and South Africa. It unsettles me. I can’t sink into focus when I […]
Presence, Cycles, and Service: Preparing the Inner Garden for the New Earth 17th Journal and 18th Morning reflection with Tarot spread.
Mindful Pauses Before Departure: Reflections on Healing and Preparation The night’s sleep was broken, yet softer than the day before.This morning, an old virus showed itself again — a small mark on my thigh, familiar and fleeting. A reminder of the body’s cycles, appearing and dissolving as it always does. Rather than rushing, I chose […]
17th August – Seeds of Service and New Earth Alignment (written 18th August Morning)
The morning felt slower. I skipped through some of my usual exercises, leaning into a rest day. I read another chapter of The Diamond Cutter — nearly finished now. Then I put on The Chosen, cleaned up a little, floated between stillness and laziness. Eventually, I made it to the gym, waiting for that sign […]
Union of Shadow and Light: A Tarot Reflection on Service and Connection 16th Journal and 17th Morning reflection.
Journal — 17th of August – The New Earth Last night was heavy.A bass thump from some party somewhere kept moving through the ground —deep, unsettling, like it was in my body. Indigestion lingered, and sleep was broken.I woke at 6:50 — the latest in a while.My left ankle still sore from yesterday’s bump. I […]
Integrity, Doubt, and the Seeds of New Earth 16th August
Edits and FeedbackI started the day early, working through constructive feedback from Annalee, who had just finished the Parasite Cleanse program. At first, it felt disheartening — more work, more edits. But I leaned in. Small changes to PDFs, making certain steps optional, and polishing the handouts. By the time I’d gone through pre-cleanse to […]
“Moving Forward Through Shadows: Tarot Reflections on Clarity, Strength, and Trust” 15th August Journal and 16th morning reflection
Between Dogs, Dreams & Departure – Another day Building The New Earth It’s the 16th of August.Two more weeks until I fly. Strange to think of leaving here after so long—to step back into a place like Dubai,where everything is accessible,where civilization offers its conveniences. Last night’s dreams slipped in and out like water—but left […]
Trusting the Process — Even When It Feels Slow. 15th Aug
This morning, I focused on The New Earth book. Then came a message from Pen — she could make our call tonight. There’s resistance. There are situations unfolding that seem to slow the book’s progress.But I have to trust, Surrender.And I have to let go. — Gym, Code, and Circles — I went to the […]