Tears, Illusions, and Trusting the Stripping of Pluto – Another day uncovering The New Earth Within – Tarot pull (27th Journal and 28th Aug morning reflection)
—28th August morning reflection— The Heavy MorningI woke heavy today. Thoughts leaping, tears rising. My lower back still twinges. I journaled through tears — speaking loss into being. I had such an opportunity once: a family, a community. I couldn’t fully appreciate it, and now it’s gone. The grief comes in waves. Sometimes I handle […]
Dreams, Illusions, and the Letting Go of Legacy August 27th Journal
Dreams of Pursuit and ChaosThe night carried wild dreams. I was in a water pistol fight with people from the Old Earth, chasing and losing what I had just found. Rooms turned eerie, protectors turned pursuers, and even planes became stages of sabotage and collapse. Death, survival, déjà vu — all tangled together. These dreams […]
Nervous System, Higher Signals, and Trusting the Process 26th August
Work and RefinementThe day carried a quiet steadiness. I began editing Kayla’s testimonial — long, beautiful, and full of depth into her journey. It reminded me why this work matters. Afterward, I went to the gym and faced a tough workout — the kind that pushes strength to its edge. Lift More lived up to […]
Bells, Prayers, and the Quiet Work of the New Earth (Tarot based on yesterday and today’s morning reflection 25th Aug)
Light Activation and Higher GlimpsesYesterday I joined a light activation with Annalies and eight women on the call. I simply lay down as the music played — music that reminded me of the Old Earth, even triggering memories of Alexia Tulum, who I once invited into my home to play. Strangely, none of it unsettled […]
From Broken Sleep to First-Class Flow: Dreams, Travel, and the Call to Speak -(Tarot pull based on yesterday’s journal and 24th August morning relfection)
The Broken NightSleep fractured again. The aircon and fan kept cutting out, forcing me to stumble around the room in the dark, trying to fix it. I finally gave in, lay sweating, and drifted back into a haze. Dreams came — vivid, strange. My father was suddenly building up his business, successful, even appearing on […]
Letting Go of Survival: Trusting Certainty on the New Earth Path (Tarot pull based on yesterday’s journal and today’s morning reflection – 23rd Aug)
The City and the NoiseLast night the city was alive with music, pulling me awake at midnight. My neck twinged from sleeping awkwardly. I was so tired I couldn’t even meditate properly — I simply lay down, letting the body rest. I woke around 6 a.m. and moved through my routine in the small hotel […]
Trusting the Dream: Joy, Suffering, and Letting Go on the New Earth Path (Tarot spread based on Yesterday’s journal and today 22nd August Morning reflection)
The Wakeful HoursAt 3 a.m. I awoke, restless, unable to fall back asleep. Instead of resisting, I chose to stay awake for an hour — reading Dante’s Inferno and reflecting on the Old Earth message I’d received yesterday. It brought me again to the question: how do I navigate the pull of the Old Earth […]
Between Temples and Impermanence: A Morning on the Road (21st Morning reflection and Tarot spread based on yesterdays and todays blog)
A Different RhythmI woke at 5:45 a.m. in a new environment. No yoga mat, but I took myself to the poolside — meditating, moving through my exercises, grounding into the day. A lighter bag now carries Dante’s Inferno. The weight of words is easier than before, and I’m beginning to understand the journey within its […]
From Limbo to Renewal: Dreams, Distractions, and Returning to the New Earth Path (Tarot questions based on yesterday’s journal and today 19th August reflections)
—From Limbo to Strength: Returning to the Path of the New Earth— Dream FragmentsThe night carried me back to old work patterns — recruitment calls, the dread of speaking to clients, the echo of a life I thought I had left behind. Then came the book: published, narrated in Tom Hanks’ voice, yet not well […]
Presence, Cycles, and Service: Preparing the Inner Garden for the New Earth 17th Journal and 18th Morning reflection with Tarot spread.
Mindful Pauses Before Departure: Reflections on Healing and Preparation The night’s sleep was broken, yet softer than the day before.This morning, an old virus showed itself again — a small mark on my thigh, familiar and fleeting. A reminder of the body’s cycles, appearing and dissolving as it always does. Rather than rushing, I chose […]