Seeds, Ants & the Plateau – New Earth Leadership in the Everyday
Last night, the fan was set up perfectly — a cool, refreshing evening without the need for AC. After weeks of using air conditioning, it felt different, even to the point of pulling the duvet over me because I felt cold.
Somewhere in the night, I dreamed of Eva Longoria. We were suddenly intimate, and then I was watching her on videotape — explicit, pornographic. In the dream, I was aware that I hadn’t watched pornography in a very long time. Then I woke up, realizing I didn’t have my pajamas on. Subconsciously, I knew that if I climaxed, I’d make a mess I turned on my back— and then it happened. A wet dream.
It made me realize: I don’t give myself any release in other areas of life. So my body does it for me.
I showered, went back to bed for a short rest, and then rose to practice some of the breathing techniques I’d learned the day before — the ones I’d recorded. I moved into meditation, adjusting my morning routine to this new rhythm. It feels like a plateau — that strange place when you’ve climbed high, but the next path isn’t clear yet.
Right now, my focus is on the seeds I’m planting.
I noticed red ants in my bathroom this morning. For a moment, I was pissed off. Then I caught myself. What seed do I want to plant here? What parasite egg might I be embedding into my psyche if I let irritation take root?
This is the training — to respond, not react. To lead The New Earth, I need to know how to remain in conscious awareness in this dreamlike state we call life.
I can’t take any of it with me. I’m content with what I have. More will come. Even if I were given a billion pounds, I’m not sure it would serve me — it could as easily hinder as enhance. Money can breed complacency.
My focus today is twofold:
- Reach out to those who have completed the program for reviews and testimonials — to help guide others who are considering the cleanse.
- Explore additional oil suppliers, perhaps farmers who could produce what we need. I don’t want to be dependent on a single source. Dependency is a seed that plants its own downfall.
The question is always the same: What seed am I planting now? And more importantly — where did that seed come from?
1. What deeper teaching is the participant’s transformation showing me about the power of the parasite cleanse?
→ How can I amplify the emotional and relational healing it brings, not just the physical release?
Card: Six of Swords
This card is a journey from turbulence to calmer waters. The participant’s story shows that the parasite cleanse is more than detox — it’s a rite of passage into a new emotional landscape. The Six of Swords invites you to guide others not only through physical clearing but also across the emotional threshold where relationships shift, trust is rebuilt, and old wounds find space to heal. Amplifying this means making emotional integration an intentional part of the New Earth process.
2. How can I hold space for charged or conflicting energies, like Shika’s, without letting them plant unwanted seeds in my field?
→ What practices will keep my boundaries clear while still holding compassion?
Card: The Emperor Reversed
The reversed Emperor warns against controlling or over-directing the conversation. Holding space here means loosening the need to “fix” and instead embodying strong yet flexible boundaries. In the parasite cleanse context, this is about being a steady presence — not a rigid authority — so that charged energy doesn’t imprint on your own field. You can remain open and compassionate while making it clear that you will not host seeds of conflict in the New Earth garden.
3. What is the next layer of the Diamond Cutter teaching I’m being asked to embody?
→ Which seeds in my psyche need immediate attention before they root deeper?
Card: Justice
Justice demands self-honesty. The Diamond Cutter teachings call you to track cause and effect with precision — to see clearly which of your current experiences are the direct fruit of past seeds. Justice asks you to identify the ones sprouting now that you no longer wish to harvest, and to make conscious amends or course corrections before they grow further. This is karma in real-time: truth seen, truth acted upon.
4. How can I turn the awareness of “parasite eggs” into a living teaching within the New Earth methodology?
→ What metaphor or framework will help others see their own hidden seeds more clearly?
Card: King of Pentacles
The King of Pentacles grounds wisdom in the material world. Your “parasite egg” metaphor can become a tangible, repeatable teaching — a core pillar in the New Earth framework. Just as the King creates sustainable wealth, you can create sustainable transformation by showing people how hidden beliefs and patterns (“eggs”) incubate until they hatch. With this grounded approach, the teaching becomes practical, memorable, and deeply applicable.
5. What is this current plateau in my energy and routine preparing me for?
→ How can I use this space between climbs to strengthen my leadership?
Card: Two of Swords
The Two of Swords is the pause before decision, the still point before action. This plateau is an intentional pause — a time to refine your inner clarity before choosing your next New Earth steps. Instead of rushing forward, use it to weigh options, clear mental fog, and ensure your choices are rooted in both vision and alignment. This is where strong leadership is forged — in the quiet moments where you choose with precision.
6. How can I approach seeking new suppliers or partners without planting seeds of distrust or dependency?
→ What mindset ensures collaboration grows from trust and shared vision?
Card: Death and Rebirth
This card invites you to release old business patterns and start fresh. In seeking new suppliers, let go of past stories about dependency or unreliability — those seeds only grow more of the same. Approach each new connection as a clean slate, holding a shared vision for the New Earth mission. Death and Rebirth teaches that trust can be planted anew if the soil is cleared of old roots.
7. What is the unified thread between my breathwork, my book, and my leadership of the New Earth movement?
→ How can I weave them together so they form a single, powerful current of transformation?
Card: Page of Cups
The Page of Cups carries innocence, creativity, and emotional openness. The unified thread is your ability to approach each aspect — breathwork, writing, leadership — with the curiosity and sincerity of a beginner’s heart. This energy makes your work approachable and authentic, inviting others into transformation without intimidation. In the New Earth vision, the Page of Cups ensures the current you weave is one of trust, inspiration, and emotional connection.
