Work and Refinement
The day carried a quiet steadiness. I began editing Kayla’s testimonial — long, beautiful, and full of depth into her journey. It reminded me why this work matters. Afterward, I went to the gym and faced a tough workout — the kind that pushes strength to its edge. Lift More lived up to its name.
Later, I met with Lakshika to discuss the Sacred Store — what to order, what to refine. Research on oils revealed more nuances about the intestinal lining, meaning another round of updates to the PDFs and videos. It feels tiring at times, but this is the work of integrity: holding everything to the highest standard.
Money and the Weight of Waiting
The $5,000 transfer still hasn’t landed — eight days and counting. It pulls at me. I reflect: money buys time, but time for what? To work, to serve, to be? The whole structure feels strange, like chasing shadows. I remind myself not to collapse into worry.
I lit candles, extending the Sanctuary for another month on a pay-monthly plan, giving space for things to unfold. Slowly, piece by piece, things are coming together — testimonials, websites, the weaving of presence.
Strange Stories and Signals
I listened to a podcast about out-of-body experiences and government spy work, stories of being used beyond the physical. It triggered a thought: trapped in the body, we are bound by physics. Step outside, and we’re free of those laws. It’s not unlike lucid dreaming — reality shifts, perception becomes porous.
This idea lingers: my nervous system has been through shingles, herpes, and mumps. All initiations, all purifications. Perhaps it’s being prepared for something beyond this world, something that defies logic. I’ve had glimpses before — signals that whatever is coming is not of this Earth.
Connection and Continuity
I spoke to Pen, touched the book again, grateful for the steady companionship of those who walk with me. There was no rush, no collapse into frustration. Just moving, slowly but surely, calming the nervous system, trusting the unfolding.
Closing Note
I feel detached from worldly attachments. I’m not chasing. I’m not looking for comfort. I am seeking only truth, and the Divine order that underpins all things.
Whatever is coming — whether from within or beyond — my nervous system is being readied for it. And all I can do is continue, in presence, integrity, and trust.
