Woke up at 4:30am, did my usual morning practice, then went straight into the channeling notes. Put a rest on them, started editing, and from there I managed to edit three videos — quicker than expected, which felt good.
I did my rock workout outside, then edited some of the videos at Animals. I was a bit tired from the early start, but I breathed through it and kept going. Animals is becoming like an office, though at 3,000 LKR (~£9) a day, it’s not cheap — especially with a cleaner at home. Tomorrow I’ll likely stay in, especially with the noise there lately.
Still, I played my flute, and the manager came over, asked what it was. He said it was very relaxing. I caught up with a few friends from afar — voice notes came in — and spoke to Zekiel in the morning. Rhoda is doing better, which is a relief. We talked about the upcoming retreat in September/October, and I shared my intention to stay for up to three months if needed.
I asked plainly: “If I don’t bring people, am I still part of this?” They said, “Just come.” That meant a lot. This work is planetary — we’re here to dispel the darkness, to unify modalities, and make this available to all. I’ll likely meet people from Mexico, others walking the same path, and integrate it into the New Earth. That’s the vision. That’s the call.
There is a bit of anxiety around money. If I’m paying rent here and also traveling, I have to be wise — but I know I must go. I’ll figure it out with points or faith or both.
I also had to call someone out today — an old business partner. She’d said she’d send a voice note and hadn’t, even after two weeks and more recent activity. I let her know: “If you say you’ll do something and don’t, you weaken your manifestation. The word is creation.” I didn’t say it rudely. Just honestly. I’m no longer here to tiptoe around others’ comfort at the cost of my own truth.
Got home a bit earlier, finished another video, then spoke with Penn. She’d been with her father, going through family things. Dogs, dynamics, all of it. We had a heartfelt chat — about how I see her, about The New Earth, the book, the vision. I shared the October channeling notes with her. They’re deep. Raw. Foundational. That whole transmission still feels like the blueprint for everything I’m building now.
We’ll start weaving them into the book.
Slowly but surely, it’s all coming together.
