“Honouring the Mirror: Feeding the New Earth” – 9th July – Morning Reflection with Tarot spread
I woke up around quarter to six, tossing and turning from the back injury. Not as sore as yesterday, but still present. I’m now lying on my couch rather than sitting in the chair — so I’m not compressing my spine. And strangely, I’m actually grateful for this injury. It’s mirroring something essential: I’ve been […]
Trust, Tolerance, and the Pause Between – 8th July – Evening Reflection
Trust, Tolerance, and the Pause Between Today, I just did my best to move around. I re-recorded Day 1 and Day 2. But the second recording — the mic was in my pocket. I had to re-shoot the whole thing. Normally, that would have triggered a spiral. I’d have gotten angry, sharp, reactive. But something […]
“The Sacred Threshold: Where Offering Meets Worth” – Tuesday 8th July, Morning reflection and Tarot spread
Tuesday Morning Journal I had a rough night’s sleep. Kept trying to find a position that would ease the pain. Still, I woke around 6:30am — and felt more rested than I expected. I got up slowly and remembered the exercises Miracle Max gave me the last time I injured my back. We don’t speak […]
“Floored by the divine” 7th July – Evening Reflection
It’s the end of the day. I’m lying on my back because I’ve hurt my lower spine again. Last time this happened was about three months ago. And now, again, I’ve been floored — quite literally. Today is the 7th, an auspicious day. The planets and stars are said to be aligning. Uranus’ move into […]
“Vessels of Transmutation” – 7th July Morning reflection with tarot spread.
I woke up without an alarm around quarter to five. In the night, I had a wet dream — something from the deep subconscious. I haven’t touched myself or climaxed in many months, and I don’t watch anything explicit anymore, not for a long time. But the dream still found its way. Some kind of […]
6th July – Marching Alone (But Not Alone)
Today was a Sunday. But I worked. I finished Day One. Then I realized I needed to edit the landing page video for the cleanse — a long one — and it’s a mountain. But I chipped away. One small step at a time. I also did an Insanity workout. Don’t usually do Sundays, but […]
6th July – “Cultivating a New Way” Morning Reflection with Tarot Pull (This reflection arises from the lived experience of 5th July — yesterday’s journal entry forms the ground from which these insights emerged.)
I woke up to a new day.I slept — until quarter to six. A long sleep. Something was needed. Shooing away the guilt or fears that if I don’t get up early I’ll be behind — the illusion of time.And instead, feeling the blessing: that I don’t have to wake early to work on a […]
5th July – “The Shadow Side of Devotion”
I was up at 4.30 this morning and just cracked on doing what I needed to do. Halfway through editing a video, I realised I’d been working on the wrong version — the one I already edited was sitting right there in the same folder. I got pissed off. A lot of time wasted. I […]
“Chipping Away at the New” – 5th July Morning reflection with Tarrot
Today, 5th of July — I woke up again at 4:30am with one clear intention: to edit the Day 1 videos and lift them to where they need to be. I thought this process would take me a full week, but now I’m feeling like I could finish by Sunday — if I stay focused, […]
“Dispel the Darkness, Create the Light” 4th July 2025
Woke up at 4:30am, did my usual morning practice, then went straight into the channeling notes. Put a rest on them, started editing, and from there I managed to edit three videos — quicker than expected, which felt good. I did my rock workout outside, then edited some of the videos at Animals. I was […]