Breath and Beginnings
The morning began with breathing. I met with Nacir and Margot, shared a chat, and joined them for breakfast — then went home for my matcha and eggs, simple and grounding. It gave me a sense of ease before stepping back into the demands of the day.
Much of my energy has been tied to Old Earth matters — finances, companies, loose ends. Sorting accounts, reaching out to a web development company, and preparing to close down one business while opening another in the UK. These structures are necessary, but they carry a weight. Still, I remind myself: the New Earth requires foundations too, even if they are built with different values.
Routines and Restlessness
I noticed I haven’t been waking at 4:30 a.m. as I once did, and part of me feels that’s why the rhythm is off. Routine keeps me steady, and yet travel and change pull me into a different flow. I can be too hard on myself here — the truth is, transitions are messy.
The gym brought movement, but the real lesson was about reliance. When routines break, can I rely on myself fully? The New Earth practice is sovereignty: learning to remain steady even when environments and schedules shift.
Company and Connection
Later, I caught up with Max and checked in on practicalities. Pen kindly gave a testimonial for my work — another thread of weaving, slowly bringing together the voices that will anchor this path.
In the evening, I walked with Lily on the beach. I found her attractive — perhaps because I haven’t been around much feminine energy here. Not someone I imagine myself with, but simply a reminder of the balance of energies. Sometimes it is just the presence of the feminine that nourishes.
She may stay at my place if she rents out hers for retreats — another step toward making this home self-sustaining. These little threads of connection are part of the weaving of the New Earth: community, support, shared spaces.
Packing and Preparation
As I began to pack, I realized I was filling the bag with things I probably don’t need. Packing is always a mirror. What do I truly need to carry forward? What do I take out of habit, or fear, or projection?
This is the same question the parasite cleanse asks: what do we release, what do we carry, what no longer serves us? Packing is purification in another form.
Closing Note
The day carried its anxieties, its long lists, and its quiet reflections. Between finances, companies, testimonials, and connections, I see the same teaching again: sovereignty.
To rely on myself.
To not be dictated by routines or fears.
To trust the process of becoming.
The New Earth is not waiting somewhere else — it is being practiced here, in the choices of what to carry, what to release, and how to walk forward.
