I woke up a bit late today.
Some wild dreams carried me through the night.
I was speaking with someone from the Old Earth. A deep conversation—she actually listened. Her heart began to open because of what I’ve been experiencing, and in that opening, space was created for reconnection.
But I resisted.
I didn’t want to show it, but I couldn’t go back to what was.
I love them, but I can’t return to the frequency of before.
I was sweating through the night after turning off the aircon, aching in my body.
Eventually got up around 6:35. It felt late.
Power Cut & Preparation
Knowing the power cut is coming today, I moved faster than usual.
I have about 35 minutes to:
- Prepare my protein smoothie
- See how hot this room gets
- Leave for the gym
- Head into town to work from a café
Team meeting scheduled later—let’s see who shows up.
The First Hurdle
One of the members messaged yesterday:
He was staying with family in another country and had only just learned what an enema was. He said he wouldn’t be able to do it—it “didn’t feel right.”
Usually, I might’ve just said, “Sure, no worries.”
But not this time.
I challenged him.
This is the first hurdle.
You either fall at the first step, or you rise.
Book an Airbnb for 3 days. Do the cleanse. Serve the planet.
This is not just a detox—it’s planetary service.
The parasites live in the unconscious.
They’re not overcome by willpower alone.
You need divine will.
And those who channel it.
Enemas, Branding & Trust
After the call, my mind returned to enemas.
- Can we create them from banana skins? (Sri Lanka is full of them.)
- A future project perhaps, but I can already feel it.
- What if we branded The New Earth enema bags?
With words like:
Trust. Surrender. Let Go.
Infused into the water.
Entering the body.
A new form of spiritual technology.
Today’s Focus
- Finalizing the Orientation Call
- Seeing if I can finish the book
- Team call tonight
- More refinement on the community platform
I choose to release all need for validation or recognition.
Just speak truth—
as I feel it,
as I see it,
and allow it to come through.
To suppress truth to please another is to harm us both.
I’m here to serve.
Not to soften truth into comfort.
But to speak it into awakening.
1. What part of me still doubts I’m capable of holding this sacred fire?
– Where do I unconsciously fear I’ll misuse the power I’ve reclaimed?
The High Priestess
The part of you that doubts is the one still waiting for confirmation from the unseen — the part that doesn’t fully trust your own intuition as a source of divine authority. You fear that if you misinterpret the signs or move too soon, it could cause harm. But the fire you hold isn’t destructive — it’s revealing. Let the hidden become holy.
2. Where am I still dimming truth in the name of diplomacy?
– What am I afraid will happen if I speak what I really see?
The Wheel
You fear that by speaking your deepest truth, the wheel will turn in a direction you can’t control — that roles will shift, relationships may end, the whole dynamic may change. But this is the nature of divine timing. The truth doesn’t destroy. It liberates. What falls away was already turning.
3. What am I here to transmit through my body, not just my words?
– How does divine service live in my nervous system, not just my mind?
Strength
You transmit a quiet, embodied courage — the kind that doesn’t roar, but holds space with calm ferocity. This is not a mental act. It’s somatic. Your nervous system remembers how to be a sanctuary. And through that, others remember too. You are not here to fight — you are here to anchor.
4. Where is my devotion being tested through delay, denial, or discomfort?
– How do I stay aligned when things don’t go as planned?
Six of Cups
Your devotion is being tested through nostalgia — the longing for things to feel easy, familiar, or safe like they once were. But true service doesn’t mimic the past. It evolves. Stay aligned by meeting the discomfort as an old friend — one who returns not to hinder you, but to invite your next becoming.
5. What sacred discomfort initiates the deeper cleanse?
– Where does resistance point toward readiness, not rejection?
Three of Swords
The sacred discomfort is heartbreak — the fracture of old identities, the ache of letting go. Resistance here is a teacher. Not because you’re off track, but because you’re right on time. Pain doesn’t mean stop. It means look deeper. Let it cleanse the illusions you still cling to.
6. How do I discern between real guidance and familiar avoidance?
– What excuses still wear spiritual language as disguise?
Six of Swords
Real guidance leads you through the discomfort, not around it. Avoidance often dresses as ‘ease’, but guidance requires movement across unfamiliar waters. If you’re staying in place under the guise of ‘alignment’, it may be time to cross. Truth doesn’t always feel good. But it always brings you home.
7. What becomes possible when I no longer need to be liked?
– How does raw honesty shape the field for planetary service?
Ace of Cups
Pure, unconditional transmission becomes possible. When you release the need to be liked, your heart opens in full. This honesty doesn’t repel — it pours. It overflows. It nourishes those ready to receive and teaches others how to love without distortion. From this cup, service becomes sacred overflow.
