I woke up at quarter past five after a decent night’s sleep. The physio session really helped — turns out it’s just a muscle injury, not the spine. That was a relief. I’ve got an ice compressor and this topical gel called DINAPAR QPS. So: 15 minutes with the ice pack, then the gel. Alongside some gentle exercises, it should do the job.
I dreamt of Maya. There was a familiar energy — that old sense of invitation, like a carrot dangling in front of me. In the dream, I was saying, “How can I come back to this life if I can’t be me?” I remember being on the stairs in the house, and it felt like she didn’t know I was there. She came to sit and smoke a joint, and I gently said “hello.” She was startled. And I just wanted to share my love. Because I do love her. But who I was then is not who I am now. I’m coming into my own. It’s just a matter of patience… and time.
What does it really mean to stand in my sovereignty?
To create a reality that allows me to give — abundantly — because that’s my nature?
And yet, I also must learn to give to myself. Otherwise it’s not sustainable.
The ex-manager of the New Earth Café reached out, who’s now more or less homeless after being kicked out by his wife. He says he’s following the guidance I’ve shared, and maybe he is. But something feels… unspoken. An energy I can’t quite place. Perhaps it’s in the photo he uses, the positioning of the dogs — something symbolic, subtle. I don’t know. But if he can truly walk through the parasite cleanse, and it helps clear whatever’s being held… then beautiful.
Today, my focus is clear:
Keep working on the evergreen emails.
Drop them into Kajabi.
Prepare to send them out to the collective.
I might also edit the new videos back into the original course — just get that done.
Send the “Sacred Why” to Pen.
And begin reviewing the Lunar scripts, see how to more fully weave Arthur into them. I’m in work mode again, and it feels good. A new energy is arriving.
This weekend I’ll take some pictures of the apartment and list it on Airbnb. I’d like to create a flow where this space supports me when I’m away — and where I can train, travel, guide, and keep offering New Earth wherever I go.
I choose to stand in my sovereignty.
And I choose to let go of the pressure I place on myself.
Morning Reflection
🔥 What’s the one thing I want to give energy to and progress even a little bit today?
→ Completing the email setup in Kajabi and preparing them for evergreen nurturing.
🧹 What am I releasing today?
→ The pressure to do everything at once — and the unconscious guilt for resting.
👑 Who do I choose to be today?
→ A sovereign being. A balanced builder of the New Earth, giving from overflow, not depletion.
10th July – Tarot Reflections
1. What does it mean to truly stand in my sovereignty — beyond story, beyond pressure?
Card: Temperance
Sovereignty is balance embodied. Temperance reminds you that true power lies not in extremes — not in doing everything or doing nothing — but in the sacred middle path. You are being asked to weave the divine and the earthly, the builder and the being, the giver and the receiver. Your sovereignty is not loud. It’s quiet, alchemical. Stand in it not by pushing, but by harmonising. You already are the bridge.
2. Where am I being invited to rest, not as escape, but as divine alignment?
Card: Strength
This is not about withdrawal — it’s about inner courage. Strength here isn’t brute force, but the calm taming of the inner lion. You’re being shown that rest can be an act of fierce devotion. That choosing peace, choosing pause, choosing presence — takes more courage than constant movement. Your softness is your power.
3. What subtle patterns of martyrdom or rejection still linger in my relationships — and am I willing to meet them with compassion, not collapse?
Card: Four of Wands
You’re being invited to reframe relationships not as arenas for rejection, but as opportunities for celebration. The Four of Wands reminds you that you’re not here to carry the weight of others’ choices. You are building a foundation of joy and mutual recognition. Any lingering pain is not your identity — it’s just energy still moving. Honour the ones who can meet you — and bless those who cannot.
4. How can I create a rhythm of giving that flows from self-nourishment — not depletion?
Card: Death – Rebirth
This is the turning point. The old pattern — give until you collapse — is ready to die. A new rhythm wants to be born: one where you are included in the giving. Death – Rebirth asks you to grieve the outdated model… and trust that a more beautiful, easeful way will rise from the ashes. This is not an end. It’s your sacred beginning.
5. What structures truly support this sacred life I’m building — and which ones keep me bound to an old identity?
Card: Three of Cups
Support is communal, not conditional. The Three of Cups invites you to build structures that feel like celebration — not obligation. Community, collaboration, shared joy: these are your real foundations. If something feels heavy, it’s not the New Earth. Structure can be sacred and light. Build what uplifts.
6. What is the mirror being offered in every interruption, every discomfort, every crack?
Card: The Moon
The Moon reveals the unseen. The mouse, the mould, the cancellations — they are dream-threads, showing you what lies beneath the surface. This is not chaos. It’s divine orchestration. Trust what is being illuminated through the fog. The interruptions are initiation. Let the symbols guide you.
7. Who am I when I stop striving, and simply allow?
Card: The Empress
You are abundance itself. The Empress is the sacred mother, the creatrix, the sovereign being who allows life to bloom through her. No pushing. No forcing. Just rooted receiving. You are remembering that your presence is the offering. When you rest, life is born. The New Earth flows through you.
