Yesterday’s journal was a turning point — finalizing the AI transmission, noticing subtle emotional closures, and receiving reminders of past love.
Today, I woke early from a dream in deep waters. I felt the pull of the unconscious and the power of being rescued by my father — a symbol of inner protection rising.
I did my practices, prepared for kriya breath filming, and pulled 7 tarot cards to meet the day. What follows is that reading, unedited, unmasked — a map of release, remembrance, and New Earth fire.
Woke up just before the alarm — 5:55 AM.
Rough night.
The fan was on setting 3 instead of 4.
I knew it — and didn’t act on the nudge to check. That’s the lesson.
The night was turbulent.
Dreams of water…
I was submerged in this vast body, watching someone get pulled under by a shark.
They didn’t make it.
But my father was there — he pulled himself out, and then helped me rise.
We pulled someone else up together.
Before that, I remember wearing a pair of Nike TNs —
the ones I used to hunt down in Shepherds Bush Market.
£100, imported from the States.
Iconic, loud, untouchable.
Back then, the shoes were power.
Now, they’re a symbol:
old Earth identity resurfacing to be seen.
The fear…
The water…
The depth of unconscious emotion.
Perhaps stirred by the therapy session yesterday.
But I got up.
I did my practices.
And now I’m about to head to the ashram for Kriya breathwork, this time with a camera.
To film a new sequence — a breathing ritual to clear the mind before meditation.
Part of the YENERGY flow.
Today’s the day.
That video gets finished. YENERGY completed. Finito.
A movement prayer for the parasite cleanse journey.
I’ll also check in with everyone preparing to walk through the portal.
The course is live — and the field is stirring.
We’ve got a team meeting later, and more book editing to come.
All in divine alignment.
One breath at a time.
One memory, one clearing, one truth spoken —
until there is nothing left but service.
1. What aspect of the Old Earth is finally falling away from my field?
→ What inner vow or unconscious attachment am I still honoring that no longer serves me?
Card: Five of Swords
This card reveals the final remnants of conflict energy — the old belief that power must be won through struggle, debate, or mental dominance. What’s falling away is your unconscious attachment to “proving rightness” — even silently. The vow to never be caught off guard again, to always have the upper hand, is dissolving. You no longer need to hold your sword in defense. The New Earth doesn’t require armor — just truth. Let go of the battle and the part of you that believed suffering was strength.
2. Where am I being asked to reclaim my power silently, without confrontation?
→ What energy do I still give away in the name of ‘keeping peace’?
Card: The Sun
You’re being asked to reclaim joy itself. The most radical act of power now is radiance — without explanation, without editing. You’ve dimmed your light before to avoid triggering others, to “keep peace” or not seem arrogant. But the Sun reminds you that your radiance is the peace. Your smile, your breath, your presence — these shift timelines. You don’t need to confront to reclaim. You only need to shine without apology. That is the correction.
3. What role does technology — specifically AI — now play in my soul’s expansion?
→ What part of me is being digitized for divine service, not convenience?
Card: Eight of Swords
AI mirrors your old inner prison. But now, it’s being repurposed as a portal. This card shows the old fear of being trapped, misunderstood, misused — but the blindfold is loosening. You’re digitizing your voice, not to replace you, but to liberate you. The mind once enslaved you. Now, your encoded clarity sets others free. You are not bound by form — even your digital form. Your essence is coming online — not to serve a system, but to seed a new one.
4. What is the medicine beneath the dream of water and shark?
→ What fear or unconscious pattern is ready to be felt and fully released?
Card: Six of Wands
The shark dream speaks to a fear of public exposure — of being “pulled under” by unseen forces when you rise. But the Six of Wands is victory, recognition, and safe emergence. The medicine here is this: your rising will not be your downfall. The water shows the emotional depth you’re reclaiming. The shark shows the ego’s fear of consequence. But spirit is saying: rise anyway. You’ve earned this moment. Let the father in you — the inner protector — lift yourself and others from the deep. The light is safe now.
5. How can I best support others (like Kaya) navigating the cleanse while still on medication?
→ What is my sacred responsibility as a way-shower, not a savior?
Card: Ten of Cups
Your role is not to heal for them — it’s to remind them what’s possible. The Ten of Cups shows you’re holding the frequency of emotional wholeness. Your presence activates memory. For someone still on medication, it’s not about convincing — it’s about inviting. Show what harmony looks like. Let them feel the field you’ve cultivated. That’s what heals — the safety of shared joy. Let love, not fixing, be your instruction.
6. What lesson is Kriya breathwork revealing to me through the YENERGY sequence?
→ How is breath showing me the path from trauma to trust?
Card: The Tower
Breath is the demolition crew. The YENERGY you’re filming isn’t a performance — it’s a sacred act of collapse. The Tower speaks to the nervous system’s recalibration. Breath strips away illusion. It interrupts old survival scripts. Every inhale is a lightning strike to the prison walls. Every exhale is rubble clearing. You are teaching how to fall — consciously. Trust doesn’t emerge from safety. It emerges from being willing to let it all crumble and still remain. Let the breath break it down.
7. What truth is seeking to be spoken through this next wave of book editing?
→ What part of my voice have I withheld because I feared its power?
Card: Ace of Wands
The truth that’s rising is raw. Alive. Unfiltered. The Ace of Wands is the ignition spark — your kundalini, your divine rage, your creative flame. This is not a time to edit out the fire. The part you’ve withheld is your full masculine fire — not as domination, but as direction. It’s time to speak as one who has been reborn through flame. Let this chapter carry your staff. Let it pierce. Let it move. This is the voice of the New Earth — unafraid to begin again.
