Looking at Suffering, Practicing Freedom, and the Smile of SHM (Tarot pull baseed on yesterday and this mornings reflection 29th August)
Morning Thoughts and SufferingI woke around 5:30 a.m. with looping thoughts, circling money concerns. I tried to rest again, but the light was rising and I knew I had to get up. Meditation came first. Like Buddha teaches: look directly at the suffering. What is its root? I looked at money, the Old Earth weight, […]
Scarcity, Service, and the Eye of the Needle 28th Journal (written 29th Aug morning)
Heavy Energy of MoneyToday felt like a struggle. The Old Earth weight of finances pressed on me. I tried to sort through accounts, only to realize the bank had delayed my request until August 6th — meaning 45 days from then. The release date now sits exactly when my visa ends. Fear rose: are they […]