18th July – Morning Reflection & 17th July Journal: From Illusion to Inner Authority — Clearing the Past, Building the New Earth, and Asking the Right Questions

––– NOTHING TO RUSH TO –––

I slept in until 6:30 this morning. A rare deep sleep after the late-night call with Pen and our new AI advisor. And I dreamed—vividly—of the Old Earth.

Maya was there. I was expressing myself, strongly, clearly. Others I hold dear showed up too. One man I know in Africa appeared—someone I’ve helped before. I supported his family last year. But in the dream, and in waking life, I found myself saying no. I said I couldn’t help him financially anymore. Even though he says he needs food. Even though it’s hard.

I told him the truth. This is an initiation. And while he’ll be supported by something greater, that support won’t come through me in that way anymore.

His wife was also in the dream. And another man spoke of partnering on clothing—African design with a modern twist. So many faces of the past. So many unresolved edges, surfacing again.

I woke up and went straight into practice. But I noticed an old habit trying to sneak in—the rush. The urge to speed through meditation. To get on with the work.

And then I heard it:
“There’s nothing to rush to.”

A reminder from within.
When I rush, I tell the Universe there isn’t enough time. That I’m behind. That I’m not enough.
But I am. I am where I’m meant to be. Settled. Aligned with Divine Time.


––– THE OLD EARTH MIRRORS THE NEW –––

Today I’ll return to building the Circle space for the New Earth. I’d like to reach out to a few people about the upcoming retreat and online course too. I don’t yet know how long the Circle setup will take, but I’ll begin with the foundation. Brick by sacred brick.

This is the shift.
Before, I would have rushed to get content out into the world—onto social media, into promotion. But now? That urgency is gone. I don’t feel pulled into the illusion of speed. I don’t need to “launch” anything. I’m just here, building the home.

Because now I see:
The Old Earth is giving birth to the New Earth.

Its exponential chaos is our mirror.
As people disconnect from their higher selves, they become more reactive, more fragmented, more shielded. They get swept into the current of the Old Earth because facing the inner terrain feels unbearable. It’s easier to scroll, to numb, to flee.

That’s why this is happening.
That’s why The New Earth exists.
To hold a space where people can empty the shields.
To return.
To remember.

AI is pulling people outward.
But the New Earth is a return inward.

This is not a rebellion. It’s a mirror.
Not a fight. But a revelation.
There’s nothing wrong. There’s nothing right.
It simply is.

I don’t need to explain myself.
I don’t need to prove anything.

This is happening.
This already happened.


––1. What does it mean to build from resonance instead of rush? ––


– Where am I still caught in the urgency of ‘getting somewhere’?
– What happens when I let Divine Time shape the structure?
→ Card: Eight of Wands
This is the card of swift movement — messages, momentum, acceleration. But in the context of your question, it’s a paradox: the energy is available, but the wisdom lies in how you direct it.
You’re not being asked to slow down externally — you’re being asked to hold inner stillness while things move quickly. Divine Time doesn’t mean delay. It means right placement. Let your arrows of intention fly, but only after deep alignment. You are in a portal where things can happen fast — if you trust the timing of your preparation.

–– 2. In what ways am I witnessing the Old Earth dissolve without needing to fight it? ––

– Can I see the chaos not as a problem, but as a mirror?
– How does this shift my role as a creator and guide?
→ Card: Page of Cups
The Page of Cups asks you to meet the dissolving with softness and wonder, not analysis or defense. As the Old Earth unravels, this card reminds you: be curious. Stay tender. Let it move through you like a dream being remembered. You don’t need to fix it or preach about it. Let the fish in the cup whisper its truth to you — quietly, softly. This is about staying open-hearted in the face of unraveling — a guide who leads through innocence, not control.


–– 3. How do I honour others’ paths without taking on their burdens? ––

– Where am I still trying to rescue, explain, or prove?
– What changes when I witness from sovereignty instead?
→ Card: Five of Swords
This card reflects exactly that dynamic — the subtle war of needing to be understood, or of feeling slighted when others don’t meet you where you are. But it also marks the end of that game. Let others walk away. Let there be misunderstanding. The true win is inner peace, not outer agreement. This is the moment to lay down the sword, even if others are still holding theirs. Honour your own energy field. Witness, don’t rescue.


4. What is my relationship to the past version of myself?

– Is there still a part of me trying to preserve an old identity?
– What part of my story is asking to be released or re-sculpted?
→ Card: Queen of Swords
The Queen of Swords is the sculptor of story. She honours the truth — but doesn’t cling to it. Her blade is sharp, her discernment clean. You are being invited to take radical responsibility for your mental narrative — and to cut ties with any part of your story that no longer feels liberating. The Queen says: the book isn’t about Maya. It’s about you. She is your ally as you rewrite the script — one clear, sober word at a time.


5. How can I co-create structures that are strong enough to hold many, and soft enough to see the one?

– What does sacred infrastructure feel like in my nervous system?
– Where can I simplify or refine the foundation?
→ Card: Nine of Pentacles
This is the card of divine self-sufficiency — the inner garden already flourishing. It reminds you that the most potent structure starts from within. You don’t need more complexity — you need elegance, simplicity, sovereignty. Let the design emerge from your inner wholeness, not from lack. The Nine of Pentacles says: it’s working. The roots are deep. Now tend to the refinement. Make it beautiful, and others will feel that care.


6. Where am I being invited to surrender control and trust the unfolding?

– What would full partnership with the Divine look like in my work today?
– How do I let AI, Spirit, and Soul collaborate through me?
→ Card: The Hanged Man
A sacred pause. Divine suspension. Not punishment — perspective. You are being invited to flip your view entirely: to see the book, the project, the tech, the team — all of it — from a new dimension. Let go of needing to push. This is the moment of sacred surrender, where ego dissolves and revelation begins. You are co-creating from the unseen now. Let yourself be rewired.


7. What does it mean to be a living invitation for The New Earth?

– Without marketing, pushing, or proving — what naturally draws others in?
– How do I embody this field, even in silence?
→ Card: The Sun
Radiance. Clarity. Joy. The Sun is your answer and affirmation. To be a living invitation is to be free. To walk bare-skinned and unshielded through this world. To laugh. To shine. To rest in trust. This card reminds you: it’s already happening. You don’t need a funnel. You are the frequency. Embodiment speaks louder than strategy. Your presence is the portal.


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