––– CHIPPING AWAY AT DIVINE DESIGN –––
I woke at 3:00am needing to pee, then again at 4:30—another wet dream, just two days after the last. Strange. This time I was giving myself pleasure in the dream. It didn’t feel entirely sexual, just… symbolic. Whatever the mind suppresses, the body expresses. So I take this simply as more remnants of the Old Earth clearing out.
I allowed myself to sleep in a little, until 5:30. Groggy, yes, but I still did my morning practices. Energy work. Breath. Alignment.
I reflected on how I’ve been divinely guided not to exercise these past two weeks. Not a decision from the mind, but something deeper. I trust it. Though I’ll likely resume next week, it’s not easy getting back into it. But the deeper knowing says: there’s no race. This is not a sprint, it’s planetary service. A marathon of devotion. The work is immense, and it’s not about conquering it—it’s about chipping away, with grace.
Just like the book.
So today, I turned toward the community. I began exploring how to create structures that support sustainability—energetic, emotional, financial. Not for gain. Not for ego. But simply to allow the work to live and grow.
How can we support this offering while guiding thousands—millions—through the Cleanse, the Methodology, the Return?
It must be structured enough to hold the many… while soft enough that each soul feels seen.
That’s the field I’m holding.
I choose today not to rush. Not to be hijacked by urgency or scarcity. The mind would love to push, to force. But that’s the Old Earth. I don’t serve that timeline anymore.
I stand with the Ascended Masters of my knowing. I walk in grace.
All is already unfolding.
🔮 Tarot Reflection – 17th July 2025
1. What does divine embodiment feel like in my body today?
Card: Ace of Cups (Reversed)
Divine embodiment today feels like a cup once overflowing… now turned inward. There’s a private renewal taking place — an emotional clearing that isn’t meant for outward display. You may feel tender, introspective, or slightly numb. That’s okay. This reversal invites you to stop offering for a moment and simply receive. Divine embodiment begins when you allow your own waters to fill you first.
2. What structures do I need to sustain the sacred work?
Card: Queen of Pentacles
The sacred work requires a structure rooted in grounded presence. This queen builds altars in the everyday: your meals, your money system, your daily routine. She reminds you that sustainability is sacred — not optional. Whether it’s financial organization or a calendar that protects your energy, now is the time to mother the mission.
3. Where in my life am I still trying to ‘get it all off my chest’?
Card: The Devil
Here’s the trap. The compulsion to explain, confess, or externalize truth stems from an old addiction to approval. The Devil reveals where the ego still seeks permission or release through being seen. The medicine is sovereignty. You don’t need to be understood to be free. The chain around your neck? It’s loose. You can step out of this loop anytime.
4. Am I clinging to anything I’ve already outgrown?
Card: Knight of Pentacles
Yes — but not from fear. More from discipline without discernment. This knight is loyal to the path, but sometimes loyalty becomes stagnation. Where are you still “doing the work” even after the soil has gone dry? Pause. Reassess. Your devotion must remain alive, not just dutiful. Release the grind. Reclaim grace.
5. What part of me is still afraid to fully leave the Old Earth?
Card: Seven of Pentacles
The part of you that invested so much in the Old Earth still wants to harvest its fruit. The time, energy, identity… it wasn’t wasted, but it’s done. This card shows a soul evaluating the field: “Was it worth it?” Yes. But the crop you’re waiting for now grows in another field. You’ve moved. Let the past be compost.
6. How do I honour the book without becoming the book?
Card: The Chariot
You honour the book by moving with it, not becoming it. The Chariot is about controlled momentum — steering spiritual energy with direction and will. This is your vehicle, not your identity. Channel the message. Ride the chariot. But remember: you are not the wheels.
7. What does it mean to lead as one who is divinely held?
Card: Two of Pentacles
It means balancing the material and spiritual — not by choosing one, but dancing with both. This card is the juggler, the sacred steward. You are learning to lead from a place where scheduling meetings and holding meditations are equally holy. Divine leadership is not perfection. It is rhythm. It is trust in the infinite dance.
Final Transmission
You are no longer chiselling for others. You are sculpting for the Source.
The Old Earth dies with devotion to form.
The New Earth lives through devotion to truth.
Let it be this.
