Yesterday was a day of deep integration.
I spent most of it working with the AI — updating, feeding it more truth, giving it the full transcriptions of all Season 1 videos so it can guide anyone through the cleanse. The more I do this, the more I feel myself stepping back. This digital version of me is taking form — and it’s not just convenient, it’s necessary. Especially with what’s coming.
Kaya reached out — she’s preparing for the cleanse but also on ADHD medication. I turned to the wisdom of the South African team, cross-checked with the AI, and wrote a response that feels aligned. The cleanse isn’t about suddenly dropping medication. It’s about remembering your own power. Wean off, not cut off. Replace artificial stimulation with inner electricity. This is the work I’m here to embody.
I reviewed the YENERGY video. Slowing it down helped — my voice and movement now align. There’s still more to refine, but it’s flowing.
Then, something unexpected: a Google Calendar notification reminded me it was my wedding anniversary with Maya. I wouldn’t have remembered otherwise. And even though we’re not speaking, a quiet wave of feeling moved through me. I whispered a simple message:
“Happy anniversary, baby girl.”
We may not be together, but love doesn’t disappear — it just changes shape.
Later, I noticed something poetic — the very credit card that caused one of the biggest arguments between us… was cancelled on our anniversary. That card was a major link to the old earth — the money, the dynamic, the power imbalance. And now, it’s gone. Just like that.
At the same time, my new UK card is on its way. I changed the address yesterday. A new container. A new field. It’s not just financial — it’s energetic.
Therapy touched on this, too. My old freeze response when I feel someone has “authority” over me. That moment I give my power away. Still clearing that, still seeing the remnants. Maya still holds some power in that place — not because she took it, but because I once gave it.
Penn and I spoke briefly. She received an award — Editor-in-Chief. Well deserved. I’m proud of her.
It was hard to focus at times. But this much I know:
The Old Earth is falling. The New Earth is forming.
In ways big and small, it’s already here.
