I don’t really remember much about this morning and afternoon. I was a bit dazed. I even fell asleep again. I just felt tired. I didn’t have something to pull me. I wasn’t inspired. I was sort of losing momentum after the back injury.
I worked on The Sacred Why, and then there’s not much I remember after that. Oh, I worked on the book. I just read through the book a bit more and added notes and just looked at the Settlement Clause, about what I can say about Maya.
Then I went to Animals to kind of do some work, treat myself, some lunch — but the kitchen was closed. They gave me a free drink to compensate: watermelon juice. So I chilled and kind of did some work.
I was sort of working on the YouTube video — Arthur’s Story, Chapter 1 — to remove certain parts because it doesn’t resonate to what it is now. So it’s been something in the back of my mind. I’m glad I got onto it. I need to finish it, actually.
Then I had a call with the team. I didn’t know who was going to show up. It was nice to know that everybody showed up. And even Analee showed up — a new person. And it was a powerful call, really powerful, because we all shared our vulnerabilities, shared our Shilt.
Daniel shared that — his Shilt — because he suggested everybody go for the program, and yet he hadn’t gone through it yet himself. So I realised everybody had these sort of reasons and excuses, because I haven’t held them to account. I haven’t had them find their why, set the date.
So we got on it and made that happen. Because of my fear of, well, they’re showing up, they’re volunteering, and being a people pleaser, that type of thing. But the reason I got results is because I call people out on their bullshit. And that is what it’s all about — calling people out on their Shilt, their shit, in a loving way. They know that I have their best interest at heart.
And just reminding them that if they don’t go for it themselves, how can anybody else go for it? This is for the collective. You could lead the way for thousands of other people behind you.
And so everybody shared their whys. And then it was lovely to see it, actually. And I don’t know why it took me so long, but it was when all the stars aligned. And Zoom had it recorded. So that was great — set in stone. So everybody’s going to be doing it this month, except Shade, beginning of August — which is beautiful.
And it shed a light to the process — that an orientation call every month is needed for new people. That is, every month there’s a call. And people get an email, who’ve registered, to join — so they can share their why, share their Shilt, share their reasons. Because not many people will just start the cleanse like Pen and I. We need to confront and get over ourselves, as Pen said.
And this is humility. This is humbling. This is how — this is like the Ascended Masters. The only way you can allow the New Earth, the Divine, to step in is one has to humble themselves.
What better way… to sift through your shit?
Pen and I then jumped on a session call afterwards — really lovely. And we covered a lot from her past and certain ways in which she perceived her stories and reality. And we shifted her perspective with a divine lens to see the divine order in things. And how the past and memories are linked to stories.
Without a story, how do we remember, right? It just depends on the story we tell ourselves.
Then I got home, and it’s a full moon, so I did a cleanse — castor oil, oregano, clove, epsom salt. Listened to the meditation that was created for this course, and it was incredible. 15 minutes went quickly, and the cleanse was deep. I felt goosebumps all over my body.
