“All the boats are burned. There’s nowhere else to go.”
🛡️ Where did I hold my boundary?
I didn’t let the discouragement swallow me.
I could feel the old voice: “What if no one goes through this?”
“What if they judge it?”
But instead of folding, I stayed with it.
There’s no old life to go back to.
Everything’s brought me here — Sri Lanka, isolation, all of it —
so I can only keep building forward.
That’s a boundary. I didn’t run.
🌱 What energy or intention did I move forward, no matter how small?
Even through the fog of exhaustion, I kept going.
Finished a couple more episodes.
Reached out to an old friend I used to build with.
Felt the momentum of reconnecting and maybe rebuilding something again — differently this time.
Also had a beautiful check-in with Penn. She’s already on Day Two of the cleanse.
Says she feels cared for, guided, like I’m there with her.
That moved something in me.
That’s the whole point.
That’s everything.
🌀 What didn’t need fixing?
My tiredness.
The edit fatigue.
The doubt.
None of it needed solving —
it just needed witnessing.
✨ What surprised me today?
Penn telling me she was on Day Two.
That she felt held by it.
That she could feel my care.
That her body knew it was right.
Also: Bill.
This AI wizard she connected me with.
Turns out, we can bring The New Earth – Bring Your Truth to life.
You’ll be able to speak to the characters — Arthur, the Guide, AI itself.
You’ll be able to talk to the divine in your own way.
Imagine going through a retreat and never feeling alone again.
🤲 What did I offer or receive in service today?
I gave my effort — my presence.
Not just to the videos, but to the conversations.
To the unseen.
And in return, I received confirmation —
that what I’m building matters.
👁 What did I witness within myself or another today?
In myself: I saw how easily I forget the impermanence of a moment.
That just because something feels heavy doesn’t mean it will last.
In Penn: I saw a mirror.
Her presence — her trust — lifted my spirit.
She reminded me that this isn’t just for me.
It’s working.
And at the end of the day, I realized again:
This is the work.
This is the rhythm.
This is divine timing.
All boats are burned.
There is only forward.
— Arthur
